Looking beyond the Horizon

You know a thousand ways to pull me out from the caliginous pit. I remain so delicate; break down point so declined; even a thin agitation crashes me into pieces. All the intelligence and maturity fade away once you go into hibernation.

गते शोको न कर्तव्यो भविष्यं नैव चिंतयेत्।
वर्तमानेन कालेन वर्तयंति विचक्षणाः॥

“One should not regret the past. One should not worry about the future. Wise men act by the present time.”

And what if I am not wise? I am looking for you since this earth start rotating; even before all these wise words were uttered; if you heed you can catch me in the breeze; watch me on television; talk to me through strangers. You make me feel so good; you get me high.