It’s been long since I lost myself. Time passed heavily and ruthlessly showing all its mighty power. I have never been in state of isolation from myself for such a long. 
As far I see myself I was born with open eyes. Always been a good judge to analysis and recover from all my doings. Never felt guilty, my soul and heart were pure and untouched. I felt like this for a long time, everything seemed pointless.
But lately there are some changes going around. I am no more innocent to me, I am cheating myself. I am doing things which I am not approving. I started getting guilty feelings. Now I can see the person I see in the mirror is not me! I am merely listening to the words, and so deceiving myself. I am missing something? Some says I am missing “religion” and some other says that may be I lost something much valuable then your own life, as if someone taken the soul away. I was anonymous and faceless and now I am getting known and have faces.
At least now I started to see my all faces, though it’s a hard statement to make, all thanks to OSHO. We are part of the Adi Skati (Divine Mother – Holi Spirit), which is pure and powerful. What I am, not what I look, what I look, is a nature and what I am, a spirit.
Geeta, Sloka 23
NAINAM CHINDANTI SHASTRANI NAINAM DHAHATI PAVAKAHA
NA CHINAM KLEDAYANTYAPO NA SHOSHAYATI MARUTAHA
“Weapons cannot cut, fire cannot burn, water cannot wet, and wind cannot dry this Atma (Spirit). “
Spirit remains always pure, no matter what Karma one do. If Pancha Maha Bhootas is not able to touch Adi Shakti, then how can any of human act or karma can detriment it?
So, now I am learning the art of seeing the one who is seeing me doing all my Karma.
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